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aishah
08 June 2007 @ 04:17 pm
i can't wait for my hair to grow back. though short hair is hassle-free, i love my messy hair that covers my face. ARGH i wonder how long it'd take to grow it back. I guess I've had long hair for too long, short hair is hard to get used to! :(
i need a movie marathon. BAHHHH.
Great Singapore Sale!
I'm going to colour my hair dark brown later. or tomorrow. or somedayy. my hair has too many stupid shades right now.
going to buy lots of food stuff for home. definitely. :) Cadbury hot chocolate here rocks!!! :)

hmmm like that how to get back to my pre-holiday shape?

bummer. ---

my flu is getting a tad better but i still feel *blahblah* ughh. need to get out today. whatever. there is something that my subconscious mind is trying to tell me - i have been getting strange dreams lately, and today i woke up with tears. not bursting into tears, but suddenly i realized how they mean so much to me. I am not sure if it's in a literal sense, or the dreams are a hint to something else that is happening in my life. I should really get myself back on track, be adamant about my choices, and not to let others sway my judgment. In life people tend to get upset and feel hurt, and if you know me well enough, I always suck it in whenever people give me shit, so I won't offend them back. But this has got to stop.

This is not going to work out. Because there are so many different aspects too it and it is so bloody complicated. I am just so silly. So I am going to put a full stop to this nonsense. I don't know why I tried. Silly me.

just two more days before we are going back. I am so excited for the in-flight entertainment! just two movies and a nap will do me good. Oh yes I am going to buy a good book to read.

And crap, the contract signing date just HAD to be smack in the middle of my Bali vacation; meaning we'll leave right after the signing. Maybe I should get them to go first, and then i can go back later and have the entire apartment to myself. not a chance mom is going to let her princess be all alone in Bali after the first experience we had! and thus, no diving. I feel sad already! :( mom says we can go again next time. BUT I WANT TO GET MY LICENSE BY THE END OF JUNE (whoa lau sound like spoilt brat haha) but never mind....

Oh. I want the triple brownie with ice cream from TGIF.
HOW?
 
 
30 April 2007 @ 02:58 pm
mom emails me everyday. it's those people forward and this one, she emailed me about 2 weeks back, and i never opened, because i was busy studying and i just saved it under 'mom'. since my brain has reached saturation point, i've decided to finally read them.

and when i was done with it, i can't help but feel so touched.

F A M I L Y

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.
He said, "Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you."

We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said goodbye.
But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.

Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.
When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.

He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,
"While dealing with a stranger,
common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.

Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.
Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.

He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."
By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.

I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.
"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.

I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."
I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."

He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay.
I love you anyway."
I said, "Son, I love you too,
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."



everybody say 'aaawwwww'
but really, damn touching can?

somehow it's true. with family we are so used to them, we sometimes don't show our appreciation.
sometimes i am guilty of that. but we tend to overlook family, we love our family and our family loves us so in a way, we don't feel the need to make them love us because they will love us anyway.

am i even making sense?
oh never mind.

back to studying. STRESS LEH STRESSSS!!!!


so, love your family!! *hug*
 
 
im feeling: touchedtouched
 
 
aishah
23 March 2007 @ 11:55 pm
dearest kak ana,

BABE! i am happy for you! excited! wheeet! love you darling.
6 more days. come back & fill me up on details!!

good things come to those who wait. :D
and yes i shall try to heed to your advice. hahaha. you're rockin', baby!

so happy to see you happy. yey!!

:D

lotsa love,
shasha
 
 
im feeling: excitedexcited
 
 
aishah
04 March 2007 @ 05:51 pm
we had brunch buffet @ The Line, Shangri-La, today.

Michi, Ulf, Ling & Me.

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the food choices spoilt us. i didnt know what to eat! International Cuisine, 16 stations (according to the website heh)


well, they have sushi (the first thing we ate, so no photos of them), they have pasta, pizza, crepes, chinese food, dimsum, steaks and duck meat! breads and more breads. noodles and rice. seafood like oysters, ice kachang!

plenty of desserts, ranging from cakes to the chocolate fountain where you can dip strawberries and chocolate wheel cookies, ice cream, sweets and gummybears, where you can self-wrap them in little boxes provided, and even nonya kuehs!

the food looks ultimately pretty, that is for sure. :D

so we sat there for more than 3 hours, enjoying our food and company. i like! (along with what i ate below hehe)

lobsters & crabs. yes, lobsters are my fav. :D
i attacked the naan too, and all the different kinds of paneer! and tandoori chicken (im an indian food junkie)
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mid-way, before digging in dessert! :D

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macaroons and cream, fruits, tiramisu, blackberry pudding/cake (which tastes superb, btw) the tiramisu is perfect. not too
sweet, not too bitter.

the sangrĂ­a they serve was wicked, and oh-so-delicious, i kid you not. definitely a winner. won me over, love!
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this strawberry ice cream looks naive,but it's bursting with flavour. not the cream, but strawberry.
delightful

and of course the cute waiter! haha. we are random.

right now i shall go for my MUCH NEEDED nap (i feel like a sloth, eat, sleep! haha!)
 
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group pic! poolside!! happy smiles after a happy brunch!

anyway, note to self: this week will be major draining. drink lots of water.
gonna have to cramp mugging on monday, test on tuesday plus fetching dad from the airport, wednesday's lunch date with taryn darling plus mugging, thursday's dental, cammie's birthday, school + mugging and sit for the test on friday evening, before which we shall head down to Snow City (yes will be my virgin experience!) and mugging. not to forget, tuition in wed, thurs and friday evenings. and of course, St James on friday night, to end off a scary, daunting, challenging week!

i hope i'll pull through it!

 
 
im at: shangri-la
im feeling: fullfull
listening to: lounge music
 
 
aishah
01 March 2007 @ 09:23 pm
so today i regretted eating noodles for lunch, because i was burping noodles all the way till 6pm and into JB. the traffic was pretty smooth, with the usual slowness at the singapore side for a while, but other than that, we got to our destination at a good time! in times like this, i am so thankful that i have a car. :D

the ambience's great, however, the restaurant got colder by the minute!! my pinkies were numb halfway through dinner, though the rest of my body felt just a little chilled. heh. i am so going to suffer in europe.

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we loveeee friday's. :D

we ordered an array of food! no, we didnt use the set meal because it didnt have what we wanted. but food quality didnt fail us, as usual. it was fun. appetizers to main course and desserts, i am pretty surprised i could stomach all those! and when the steak was well-done instead of medium, we politely asked for a change, which they did. thanks! we were pretty worried they were going to spit on the food or something but i doubt it.

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our appetitizers! buffalo wings with blue cheese and fried mozzarella with tomato dip (?) but damn tasty. cheese rocks!!!



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main course: smothered steak (medium) and jack daniel's shrimp & chicken. ooooooo delicious.



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and our shared dessert. double chocolate brownie with ice cream. but it comes with 3 layers of brownie. :D :D



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after a good and hearty meal, we said goodbye! service's excellent! and our tummys are delighted!
of course, the waiter remembered when he said 'send my regards to your brother, okay?'
remember we celebrated my brother's birthday at TGIF in january? lol!

well, anyway today's little escapade was good, good!!! the traffic was smooth on the way back. it was great! and come on, we are just freaking random to do this kinda stuff!! love you ling! :D
 
 
im at: room
im feeling: contentcontent
listening to: dance dance - fall out boy
 
 
22 February 2007 @ 01:57 pm

my brother is being a wuzz. he says he doesnt like to run outdoors because it causes skin cancer. been trying to get him to run with me for ages but he's stubborn and insists on using the treadmill at home. -_-" im back in jaybee now, to check on mom, who's not feeling well. :D nothing to do anyway. but of course going back to sg later for tuition & supper. :D

i didnt have too good of a sleep last night...people msn-ing me when im on AWAY mode. wassup man! and the smses and the weird number. WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?

anyway my brother is going to run on the treadmill and he's blaring his loudspeakers. so i'll be off to cover my ears.. damnit i feel like going running too. but not now lah! so hot the weather. 

just had lunch. yummy!! :D :D

 
 
im feeling: okayokay
listening to: Sharpest Lives - MCR